MY WORLD OF OBLIVION

alone in the dark,

in a blink the poem start,

gathering up my emotions,

to set my fingers into motion.

here in my room,

lies the world of my own,

a world that is different,

from the earth at current.

many of you would think how it looks like,

its just a simple room that only me will like,

a room that knows me from deep inside,

a room that will vanish on the time I'll die.

my world is full of my emotions,

a little push will lead to its destruction,

in my world i feel I'm in comatose,

i feel numb from my head to my toes.

my world sometimes turns into a person,

he offers his shoulders for me to cry on,

sometimes it turns into a comfortable bed,

a place to rest but here i feel dead.

i really love the world of my own,

but i can feel it will end soon,

i really hope it will grow bigger everyday,

so it won't explode someday.

//peaceANDlove//

AGONY OF A CHILD

i really wish to die,

if that's the only way to feel fine,

if that's the only way to escape my worries,

if that's the only way that the things that troubles me would perish.

everyone considered me as a failure,

all that I've done is wrong,

all of my efforts are worthless,

all that I've done didn't reach their expectations.

they didn't appreciates my work,

they think of me as a trash,

they never understood what i feel,

they don't care about me,

they didn't know who i really am.

even though they are my PARENTS!.

//peaceANDlove//

dedication

par kang puting rosas na nag gagandahan,

sa piling moy parang nasa langit may angel na naglulundagan,

sa bango mong sobrang humalimuyak,

palagi kitang naiisip puso ko'y nagagalak.

di man kita kapiling ay parang nariyan ka lamang,

presensya mo'y nararamdaman para ka na ngang aswang,

imahe ng yong mukha'y sa isip di mawaglit,

ika'y minamahal ng todo sa iba'y di ipagpapalit.

aking hinihiling pagmamahal sayo sana'y suklian,

kahit wala kang barya sana ako'y di pagkaitan,

magmula nung una kang makita gindi na nakalimutan,

kahit sino man sa puso mo'y makalaban ay kayang higitan.

sa sobrang pagmamahal ika'y laging napapanaginipan,

sa sobra kong kilig na-iihi na sa higaan,

ang pagmamahal sayo kayang ipagsigawan sa mundo

aakyatin ang mt. everest sabay sigay I Love You!.

//peaceANDlove//

alone

in my darkest hours
no ones beside me,
no one will listen
nobody cares about me,
now that you're gone
i am all alone,
feeling so empty
wishing you're home.

so i always hug
my pillow every night,
thinking it was you
so I hug it very tight,
just thinking about the things we do
makes me cry,
missing u a lot
makes me wish to die.

i miss you when it rains
i miss you when the sun shines,
i wish you're happy
i wish you're doing fine,
God knows I love you
and I always do,
wishing that you think of me too
in everything you do.

i decided to go on with my life
but I know I'm just pretending,
showing other people I'm okay
but deep inside I'm hurting,
i know you knew
you're the missing part of me,
be back to me now
come home to me honey.

(later na ang photo..enjoy first the poem)





//peaceANDlove//

POEM

bakit ba puro kalokohan ang natatandaan,
pag ang pangalan mo ay nasasambitan,
siguro dahil ikaw ang palaging kasama,
pag ang turnilyo sa ulo namin ay lumuwag na.

ikaw na gumagabay samin na parang angel dela gwardiya,
at kung minsan ay nagiging kontabida,
na kapag inatake na ng kanyang topak,
isang maling galaw ay tiyak mananapak.

pasensya na kung sumusobra ang aming kalokohan,
at umaabot sa puntong kami'y pinapagalitan,
pero ika'y mahal na mahal namin, SIGURADO YAN!,
ikaw na aming ina ay hindi malilimutan magpakailan man.

mami bebot :D

//peaceANDlove//

POEM

sa oras na ako'y masaya

o may pinagdadaanan,
ika'y parating nariyan
handa akong damayan,
sa dami ng itinuturing mong anak
na minamahal mong tunay,
pwede ka nang parangalan
pang-guiness na yan day!

andami mo nang itinuro
saking aral ng buhay,
ako'y nagpapasalamat
humaba pa sana ang yong buhay,
ako'y natutuwa
at parang ika'y pabata ng pabata,
pero ako'y mas lalong natutuwa
sa backless mong pababa ng pababa.

sana tumagal pa
ang ating pagsasama,
dahil wala nang hihigit sayo
ikaw ang the best na ina,
sana madami ka pang
taong ma-inspire
at ang pagmamahal mo samin
ay wag mag-expire.

mami angie :P

//peaceANDlove//

REMINISCE

for the very short time we shared
it was memorable,
although you were my boss
you always stays humble
at first i feel afraid
when i stand at your door,
yet you've welcome me with a smile
and tells me my "for the day chores".

You believe in my skills
that's hidden within me,
you shared everything you know
you're like a mother to me,
in times that I'm troubled
you were always there,
ready to listen to my worries
showing me that you care.

now that you're gone
i feel incomplete,
but life must goes on
and i have to win against it,
the lessons you've taught me
and the times you've called me "jet",
will always be in my heart
and I'll never forget.

mam gaile :)


//peaceANDlove//

RECONSTRUCTION

my blog is currently under repair..haha LOL

ill try to revive this blog site...

ill be posting soon...


//peaceANDlove//